Guys! I just realized the Marathon I signed up for, that was postponed, is now 18 weeks away. UGH. Guess its time to start training... Currently I run pretty much every day. Its my meditation time. My me time. My time to clear space in my mind and release energy. One thing I don't like… Continue reading Run a Marathon….What a dumb Idea!
What does healing look like?
Healing seems foreign to me. What will I look like after? Is there really an after or just a continuation? Is a line drawn in the sand as to say when I have healed? My friend has a similar story to me, and I would have never known unless I shared my story with her. … Continue reading What does healing look like?
Bad Person or Did a Bad Thing?
I know I am not a bad person. I also know I did a bad thing. That's where the different levels of knowing come into place. And why having someone sit with me and agree with me that I am a bad person is what I need. They can know it on any level they… Continue reading Bad Person or Did a Bad Thing?
Who am I?
I am someone else's Trauma. I became someone else's Trauma by not dealing with the Trauma's done to me. I am Sorry. And this is where I will word vomit all that is swirling in my brain, as I learn to deal with the Trauma I caused to the one I loved the most. I… Continue reading Who am I?
Chasing Calm 